Friday, March 30, 2012
Sometimes being nice sucks
I'm not going to get into what the current thing is that pissed me off today. I don't know who all reads this blog although the person who pissed me off, I highly doubt they do.
The thing is, what pisses me off is something that they refuse to do for me right now...really almost the entire time I've been pregnant. However it's something that I would do for them in a heart beat if the roles were reversed. It's something I have done for others without thinking twice. It's something I would do for friendship.
Perhaps I shouldn't say I'm pissed off, I'm hurt. That's it. I'm incredibly hurt.
If I could just yell at this person and tell them how I feel, I would feel better. It feels good to get it all out. However, the problem is then they would probably feel like crap. Which would in turn make me feel like crap. So in the end I don't say anything because I would rather just be upset by what they did to piss me off instead of being upset because I made them feel bad. Sometimes being a nice person really sucks. Sometimes being nice is overrated.
I can't be alone in this? Do you guys ever have these types of issues? I hope so. Not that I want you to feel like crap, I just want to know that I'm not alone.